I Need You
Artist
:  LeAnn Rimes
Album:  I Need You / Music from and inspired by "Jesus"
Note:  First played when they danced together at the 2000 Last Blast.  Officially "their song".  Played on the show ad nauseum since then.

I don't need a lot of things,
I can get by with nothing
Of all the blessings life can bring,
I've always needed something
But I've got all I want
When it comes to loving you
You're my only reason,
You're my only truth

[chorus]
I need you like water
Like breath, like rain
I need you like mercy
From Heaven's gate
There's a freedom in your arms
That carries me through
I need you

You're the hope that moves me
To courage again
You're the love that rescues me
When the cold winds rage
And it's so amazing
'Cause that's just how you are
And I can't turn back now
'Cause you've brought me too far

Repeat Chorus

The One I Gave My Heart To
Artist
:  Aaliyah
Album:  One in a Million
Note:  From Chloe to Phillip.

How could the one I gave my heart to, break my heart so bad?
How could the one who made me happy, make me feel so sad?
Won't somebody tell me, so I can understand...
If you love me, how could you hurt me like that?

How could the one I gave my world to, throw my world away?
How could the one who said I love you, say the things you say?
How could the one I was so true to, just tell me lies?
How could the one I gave my heart to, break this heart of mine?
Tell me...

How could you be so cold to me?
When I gave you everything
All my love, all I had inside
How could you just walk out the door?
How could you not love me anymore?
I thought we had forever
I can't understand

How could the one I shared my dreams with, take my dreams from me?
How could the love that brought such pleasure, bring such misery?
Won't somebody tell me?
Somebody tell me please 
If you love me, how could you do that to me?
Tell me....

(instrumental break)

Heyyy....

How could you just walk out the door?
How could you not love me anymore?
I thought we had forever
I can't understand...

How could the one I gave my heart to, break my heart so bad?
How Could The one who made me happy, make me feel so sad?
Won't somebody tell me?
So I can understand
If you love me, how could you hurt me like that?

How could the one I gave my world to, throw my world away?
How could the one who said I love you, say the things you say?
How could the one I was so true to just tell me lies?
How could the one I gave my heart to...
How could the one I gave my heart to...
How could the one I gave my heart to Break This Heart of Mine?
Tell Me...

Unbreakable Heart
Artist
:  Jessica Andrews
Album:  Heart Shaped World

An empty house a broken fairy tale 
A hollow girl with empty arms 
From an angels tears God made the stars 
Why cant He make me an unbreakable heart 
In my blue world you shone like heavens fire 
And left me cryin in the dark 
How could anyone be so hard 
Did you think I had an unbreakable heart 
I suppose I should know 
Sometimes love just comes and goes 
But I believed foolish me 
We'd go on and on 
One day someone will come to you 
And rock you tightly in her arms 
Please remember this when you drop your guard 
Nobody has an unbreakable heart 
From an angels wings to a fallen star 
God makes everything but unbreakable hearts

Love Ridden
Artist
:  Fiona Apple
Album:  When the Pawn...
Note:  Fiona writes the best music to listen to when you're depressed.

Love ridden, I've looked at you
With the focus I gave to my birthday candles
I've wished on the lidded blue flames
Under your brow
And baby, I wished for you
Nobody sees when you are lying in your bed
And I wanna crawl in with you
But I cry instead
I want your warm, but it will only make
Me colder when it's over
So I can't tonight, baby
No, not "baby" anymore - if I need you
I'll just use your simple name
Only kisses on the cheek from now on
And in a little while, we'll only have to wave
My hand won't hold you down no more
The path is clear to follow through
I stood too long in the way of the door
And now I'm giving up on you
No, not "baby" anymore - if I need you
I'll just use your simple name
Only kisses on the cheek from now on
And in a little while, we'll only have to wave
No, not "baby" anymore - if I need you
I'll just use your simple name
Only kisses on the cheek from now on
And in a little while, we'll only have to wave

You Wanted More
Artist
:  Tonic
Album:  Sugar (or the American Pie soundtrack)
Note:  From Chloe to Phillip.

Love is tragic
Love is bold
You will always do what you are told

Love is hard
Love is strong
You will never say that you were wrong

I dont know when I got bitter
Love is sure better when it's gone
Because you wanted more
More than I could give
More than I could handle
And a life that I can't live

You wanted more
More than I could bare
More than I could offer
And a love that isn't there

Love is color
Love is love
Love is never saying you're too proud

Love is trusting
Love is honest
Love is not a hand that holds you down

I don't know when I got bitter
Love is surely better when it's gone
Because you wanted more
More than I could handle
And a life that I can't live

You wanted more
More than I could bare
More than I could offer
And a love that isn't there

I gotta pick me up when I am down
I gotta get my feet back on the ground
I gotta pick me up when I am down

I don't know when I got bitter
Love is surely better when it's gone
Because you wanted more
More than I could handle
And a life that I can't live

You wanted more
More than I could bare
More than I could offer
And love that isn't there

You wanted more
More than I could bare
More than I could offer

Because you wanted more
More than I could give
More than I could handle
And a life that I can't live

Your Winter
Artist
:  Sister Hazel
Note:  A song from Phillip

Grey Ceiling on the Earth
Well it's lasted for a while
Take my thoughts for what they're worth
I've been acting like a child

Your opinion, what is that? It's just a different point of view

So, what else what else can I do?
I said I'm sorry, and I'm sorry

I said I'm sorry but what for if I hurt you
Then I hate myself, I don't wanna hate myself, don't wanna hurt you

Why do you choose your pain
If you only knew
How much I love you, Love you

I won't be your winter
I won't be anyone's excuse to cry
and we can be forgiven
And I will be here.

Old picture on the shelf
Well it's been there for a while
Frozen image of ourselves
We were acting like a child

You read my eyes just like your diary
Oh remember please remember

Well I'm not a begger, but once more,
Well if I hurt you, then I hate myself, I don't want to hate myself
Don't want to hurt you

Why do you choose your pain
If you only knew how much I love you, Love you

I won't be your winter
I won't be anyone's excuse to cry
and we can be forgiven
And I will be here.

I won't be your winter
And I won't be anyone's excuse to cry
And we can be forgiven
And I will be here...

I won't be your winter
I won't be anyone's excuse to cry
and we can be forgiven
And I will be here.

Best I Ever Had (Gray Sky Morning)

Artist: Vertical Horizon  
Album: Everything You Want 
Note: Phillip's thoughts post-breakup.

So you sailed away
Into a gray sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring

Nothing's quite the same now
I just say your name now

Chorus
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't want me back
You're just the best I ever had

So you stole my world
Now I'm just a phony
Remembering the girl
Leaves me down and lonely

Send it in a letter
Make yourself feel better

Chorus
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't need me back
You're just the best I ever had

And it may take some time to
Patch me up inside
But I can't take it so I
Run away and hide
And I may find in time that
You were always right
You're always right

So you sailed away
Into a gray sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring

What was it you wanted
Could it be I'm haunted

Chorus
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
I don't want you back
You're just the best I ever had
The best I ever had
The best I ever 

Call and Answer
Artist: Barenaked Ladies 
Album: Stunt 
Note: Some verses fit Chloe, and some work for Phillip.  Go figure.

I think it’s getting to the point where I can be myself again
I think it’s getting to the point where we have almost made amends
I think it’s the getting to the point that is the hardest part

And if you call, I will answer
And if you fall, I’ll pick you up
And if you court this disaster,
I’ll point you home
I’ll point you home

You think I only think about you when we’re both in the same room
You think I’m only here to witness the remains of love exhumed
You think we’re here to play a game of who loves more than whom

If you call, I will answer
And if you fall, I’ll pick you up
And if you court this disaster...

You think it’s only fair to do what’s best for you and you alone
You think it’s only fair to do the same to me when you’re not home
I think it’s time to make this something that is more than only fair

So if you call, I will answer
And if you fall, I’ll pick you up
And if you court this disaster
I’ll point you home

I’m warning you, don’t ever do
Those crazy, messed-up things that you do
If you ever do, I promise you
I’ll be the first to crucify you
Now it’s time to prove that you’ve come back here to rebuild

Go Home 
Artist: Barenaked Ladies 
Album: Maroon 
Note: Phillip's thoughts during the 'Tropical Temptation' storyline.  He keeps wanting to leave and go back to Chloe.

Well let me tell you if you're feeling alone,
Instead of whining and moaning,
Just get on the phone, tell her you're coming home
If you need, you should be there
If you scream in your sleep, or collapse in a heap
And spontaneously weep, then you know you're in deep
If you need her, you should be there
Go Home

There's nothing better than affairs of the heart
To make you feel so good then tear you apart
Make up your mind and stick it out or start again

You can't imagine what an effort it takes
When you make a mistake
And you know in the wake that a heart's going to break
If you need her, you should be there
If you're flummoxed and flushed
And your heartbeat is rushed
Then get out of the slush, tell your dog team to mush
If you need her, you should be there
Go Home

If you think of her as Joan of Arc
She's burning for you, get your car out of park
If you think of her as Catherine the Great
Then you should be the horse to help her meet her fate
If you need her, you should be there,
Go Home

You can't believe it, but it's true
She's given everything to you
Now take a moment to be sure
Before you give it all to her

Well now you're thinking that it's over at last,
All your woes in the past
But you've got to be fast; put your foot on the gas
If you need her, you should be there
so now you're out from under the gun
And it's over and done
I won't spoil all the fun but if you ever wonder
She'll be there if you need her
Go Home

If you're lucky to be one of the few
To find somebody who can tolerate you
Then I shouldn't have to tell you again
Just pack your bags and get yourself on a plane
If you need her, you should be there
Go Home
If you need her, you should be there
Go Home

As Heaven Is Wide 
Artist: Garbage 
Note: Chloe's thoughts to Phillip post-Last Blast 2001.

Nothing that you say will release you
Nothing that you pray would forgive you
Nothing's what your words mean to me
Something that you did will destroy you
Something that you said will stay with me
Long after you're dead and gone

If flesh could crawl my skin would fall
From off my bones and run away from here
As far from God, as heaven is wide
As far from God, as angels can fly

If holy is as holy does
his house will burn straight down to hell
And take its conscience with it as it falls
Nothing said could change the fact
My trust was blind, you broke the pact
If God's my witness, God must be blind

If flesh could crawl my skin would fall
From off my bones and run away from here
As far from God, as heaven is wide
As far from God, as angels can fly

I wish (x4)

Take it back, I dare you, take it back
No you can't, you should have thought of that
What's inside a man that goes so wrong?
Choke on guilt that's far too good for you
Say one word, I'll laugh and bury you
And leave you in the place where you left me

If flesh could crawl my skin would fall
From off my bones and run away from here,
As far from God, as heaven is wide
As far from God, as angels can fly

I wish I could fly
As angels can fly
I wish...

 

 

 

 

 

 

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