Time Wasted


Our relationship didn't start out well.
No fault of yours.
I thought of you as the enemy.

Years continued on like this.
Me against you, you against me.
With everyone stuck in the middle.

But now, things are so much better.
I had to have step-children for myself,
to know the hell I hadput you through.
To realize that you did the best you could.

There are many books on step-parenting,
but unless you have lived it, you wouldn't understand.
It takes all of the patience and love you can muster
and then, sometimes, that still isn't enough.

Today, I count you as one of my best friends and a great Mom.
I wasted way too much time being angry.
I wasted so much time not getting to know this
wonderful, giving, and beautiful person that you are.

Through the anger,
I couldn't see this fun and vibrant woman.
But I do now.

You are a unique and special person.
You have given so much to me,
but the gift I treasure the most,
is your love.



(c) Jules ~ 2003







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