If you've ever looked longing at the sky, found yourself praying asking God why. life is rough and love is so cruel, or found yourself cold for breaking the rules. Have you ever screamed at silence for a haunting lonely bed, looked for love but found unhappiness instead. If you've ever felt alone and you're pillow your only friend, or wondered if you could make it till the end. If you've ever cried yourself into a comfortable sleep, and all you wanted to do was personally weep. Than you've also seen love and what it can do, is the one thing we can do right me and you? |
When two hearts meet for the first time something can happen they can cross a line Some go there own ways with an angonizing pain some hang around and drive themselves insane Some begin to stir and then there is a spark and that's when you know a new love can start Some people find this easily and some not at all but there's nothing like a love when your heart starts to fall When you can't find a breath to express how you feel that's how you know your love is real My heart came along side yours in a random sort of way but I haven't looked back since that first day Now I can see you clearly I see the twinkle in your eyes You are my one and only my angel in disguise |
When the sun goes down over my heart I creep out of myself to make a new start I dont know where this path leads But its got to better than here How much better I'd be if you were near But I will wonder alone in my quest to find fate As I try to leave behind the things I've grown to hate |
There was a time when I thought I was alone my only friend a lonely poem no loving embraces welcomed me home. Now I am happier I wonder if you can tell, I've come out in the open disposed of my shell. It's because of friends like you that make me smile, which forces me to go that extra mile. To wake up in the afternoon and rub my eyes as I look forward to a real friends company that wears no disguise. You make me smile I'd write you anything, even if it only a fake fling. |
If I gave you a hug, would you offer a kiss If I offered my frienship could we add a twis If I laughed out loud would you in return smile Could I perhaps hold you for just a short while Could I sweep you off your feet with a silly rhyme or dance with you until closing time Could I revive your spirit catch your heart or would we simply fall apart I don't know the future I am not that wise I am just one of those crazy fun guys But I'd offer you the world if only I could reach I would propose in real life with a short lovely speech I'd send you flowers for every sunset I may not be much but I'll get there yet So don't label me as a friend or even thee lover and do not dismiss my need to be together. Who knows where we may go where this road may lead but I'm willing to take the first step at a slow but steady speed So no matter what may come of this appreciated friend know that these are well wishes I'm trying to send Just smile for now and take a look forward So just know I notice you more than you think I'll leave you now with this little wink |
Something simple, sweet and sincere is all people care to hear. Not the truth , not the past not how long thier future will last It's in this cave in which I climb to hibernate safely for all of time Deep in myself deep in denial walking alone while running the mile So save yourself from all the pain discard love which makes you insane Be yourself and hide from lust and only show feelings if you must |
"Through hell or high water" thats what they say but thats what it seems like everyday. Fate is funny but not always fair, why does it bother me, why should I care? If there is a reason for love, I havent found it yet, is this as good as it is going to get? No light at the end, no body in my bed, just a bare wall and a pillow instead. "Things will get better" thats what they say, but I'm tired of the darkness of this neverending day. |
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I awaken to you running your fingers through my hair the first thing I sense is how much you care What would I be without you by my side you are connected to me from the inside I can't tell the future I'm a rather simple man trying hard to maintain and do what I can I'll make mistakes that I'll grow to regret but I'll be a good man dont give up on me yet. I offer you my love and I'll bring a smile to you face and that is what everyone is trying to chase I'll make you happier than you could have dreamed for once I'm everything that I seem. There are no lies in my conversation no hesitationIn my eyes a relationship with ... no goodbyes. |
Can you hear the angels working, as they take away your sorrow fighting the devils will and striving for tomorrow The angles nurse the pain, while trying to make you smile some take away doubt, others cure denial. Its a fight for your salvation, your virtues and your soul a shoving match in which you change destinys pull So love who you can, Obey who you must Give your life to someone and to God always trust For you are here for a reason its part of the great plan You will make mistakes as will every petty man. Ask for His mercy and He shall grant forgiveness He shall hold you in his arms and lovingly bless us Worship Him outloud and always praise His name For He is your Father who stood and took the blame He Sacrificed himself for you, so you could love another day So to Him we give our thanks, in Gods name we pray. |
ALL I AM I am the messenger of sorrow, the source of all your pain, a prime example of how people try to change. I am the one that stands alone and isn't what he seems, full of desperation and keeper of broken dreams. I am the man that leads foolishly from the heart and not the brain, the jailer of demons that drive me quite insane. I am the Hope that gets taken for granted, the man without a home, The unknown king who refused to retrieve a throne. I am every man who has his fits of rage, I am every convict that rots in his cage. I am the fulfiller of peoples requests, a salesman of sorts, I am the drug you use so your reality distorts. I am the wall you hide behind on your quest to avoid fate, the only one that loves you, I'm the receiver of your hate. I am the shoulder you lean on to keep you straight and tall, I am the spirit that lifts you, when you confidence disolves. I am the holder of your secrets, I help set you free, I am the ship that carries you as you venture across the seas. I am not special, I'm just a simple man, and with all this on my shoulders, I do all I can.. |
Sometimes we all hold our heads just above the water trying to catch a breath Sometimes we all wish we could let go and just sink Some of us never have the chance to choose one way or the other; but if you don't try to take the next breath you will surely drown anyways you'll always know you took that chance to breathe again. |
SETTING YOU FREE As I leave behind the stubborness that controls my pride The dreams that haunt me slowly subside. Making way for joy and the laughter that it chases my mind and heart heal as i forget what I've wasted Things cannot be taken back, there's pain I can't forget. Too many times we were angry, too many jealous fits I've quit torturing myself and trying to figure out why things happened like they did, and the things left unsaid. We fell out of love many times but it only took the first to bruise what we once had and cast the fatal curse So carry on with your life, dont wonder where I may be Cause the one thing I dont regret, Is setting you free |
| POETRY by GARRISON |
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