What's going on? 

I sit here and wonder what's going on?
I'll probably stay up until the break of dawn,
I am thinking of breaking up with Lindsey real soon,
Her and I aren't on the same tune,
She wants to live, I want to die,
I am thinking of saying my final goodbye,
I will mix clorox and ammonia, and take a swig,
It's gas will kill me, and not one more cig,
My adopted mom, and brother Mike, 
Have basically told me to take a hike,
I argued with my girlfriend on the phone,
Wishing I was out, some where getting blown,
We have only gotten in one small fight,
Will we break up soon? We just might,
My mom told me something that bothers me,
I wish I could say, but I can't, you see?
Lately I have thought of suicide too much,
It doesn't help me feeling lonely, depressed, and such,
At my other house, I still feel so very alone,
I think my heart has turned into stone,
Right now, I feel I have not a single friend,
Really soon, my life might just hit The End!