Too much 

I am tired of having too much pain,
I act normal, although I'm kind of insane,
I hate the way my inside has a permanent cry,
Any day now, I would be ready to die,
I've had my heart broken for the last time,
I am going to committ an unthinkable crime,
I'll have a niece that'll never ever know me,
Her name just happens to be Chloe,
My death will be explained in my every poem,
I'll leave one day, and not return home,
I thought I wanted to live the single life,
But I just get more trouble and strife,
She doesn't realize how I much I really love her,
Pretty soon, my death just might occur,
I shed a tear, although I tried to be strong,
I said some things, that I realize were wrong,
I love her, but she doesn't love me anymore,
It'll never ever feel like it did before,
I have a few more tears that I will shed,
I have a few years, months, or days til I am dead,
I apologize to those I have or ever will offend,
Worry not, for my life is about to hit The End!