Mistake 

It's 3 am and I'm still awake,
Thinking of more than one mistake,
Dating more than one girl at a time,
On any of them spending my last dime,
Wondeirng how I can be such a slime,
and trying to think of another rhyme,
I'm so tired, but I can't seem to sleep,
Why should I feel good, while being a creep,
I hardly ever have to go to work
I know I need to stop being a jerk,
I can't seem to pick only one,
All of them have helped me to have so much fun,
One stopped me from wanting to die,
but she has also made me cry,
One loves me so much, that she won't let you go,
She's going so fast, yet I'm used to slow,
One I've been with so long, but I never see,
I love her so much, but does she really love me?
The fast one is going to go first,
My mind is so loaded it is going to burst,
Out of these two, which will make my heart mend?
Which one will be with me, until The End?