| Thien |
| Name: Thien Co Age: 17 Sex: Male Height: 5'6" Weight: 130 lbs. Hair: Black Eyes: Brown Location: Lawndale School: Leuzinger Class of: 2005 Rank: 2 of 675 Job: Webmaster, Updater, Local Cynic Information So anyways, I decided to update my profile. It's been about seven months since I first created this site, and there hasn't been many updates for the past month. I've gotten lazier and lazier now that I'm on break, but I'll still try to update every now and then. And, I figured, might as well start updating the section that I started first . . . my bio. So my name is, from what you can see from the top of this page, is Thien. No, that's not what I usually go by, but if you know me (and if you recognize my pic), then you would know my actual name. I started school in kindergarten (preschool is for dumbasses) at Moffett Elementary. It's this half-underground school on Larch. Nothing really special about it, 'cept on rainy days, sometimes the water would leak down into the classrooms and students would be dismissed early. Then, I went on to Lennox Middle School starting at the 6th grade (yeah, some elementary schools end at 6th grade, but Moffett ends at 5th). Amazingly, I recall from the 7th grade student census that there was a whopping THREE Asian students at Lennox Middle School. I think the 8th grade student census reported only ONE (which obviously was me). So how was it like being the only Asian student in a school with 95% Hispanics, 3% Africans, and 2% other? Well, let's just say, it really brings out the idiocy in people. To spare you pages and pages and PAGES of rambling and countless insults, I'll summarize the experience in just one sentence. PEOPLE ARE IDIOTS. Yes. That's it. People are idiots. After that, I went to Leuzinger High School, and I'm still here, currently in my junior (11th) year. I believe Leuzinger has a 20-ish% Asian population, and it helps ease the awkwardness of being the only Asian at your previous school. So yeah . . . what else can I say about myself? I'm sort of a hermit these days . . . always staying in, never going out. Life doesn't seem so fun anymore. I think I've seen/experienced some things that just show the pointlessness of it all . . . and I guess it's getting to me. A couple months ago, I became involved in a situation that was very destructive, to say the least. It broke me in some ways, and it remade me in other ways. My faith no longer exists, and my belief in good outcomes is nearly erased. I have become more ironic, more cynical, and much more sarcastic. Sometimes I wonder to myself, "How can I live like this?" I don't really know the answer to that . . . each passing day just becomes more and more routine. I'm no longer involved in anything anymore . . . no more clubs, no more dragon team (the season is practically over), and to hell with my social life . . . all it brought me was sadness. Yes, a social life brings sadness. Why? Because when you're social, you allow people to get close to you, and then they end up hurting you. And the only thing that can counter that . . . is loneliness, becoming a loner, a social outcast . . . where no one can hurt you, because no one would know you . . . |
| "Affection is the mortal illness of lonely people." |
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| "A man is never completely alone in this world. At the worst, he has the company of a boy, a youth, and by and by a grown man--the one he used to be." |
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| Heh . . . a picture of me smiling . . . how rare is that? |