Jaded, hope faded, my thoughts on one thing
And I'm sure I want this
But I still see his shadows
And I have no where to go
I look in the mirror and I hate what I see
But I like the way you touch me
But I don't remember the feeling I had in the dark
But I still feel the hurt
So how am I supposed to do this
Worlds so dim I can't see
I like the way you touch me
Maybe it's too late now
Words unspoken have gone stale
and thoughts continue to fail
Premature tears for an unmade future
Rejection of an untried cure
There's nothing left in me to heal
No nerves left to feel
Soon, maybe now, the remedy gives up on me
So feelings sacrificed to blades undauntedly
I promise I�ll hold a permanent smile
If you please just hold me up for a while
I�ll vow myself to you, if you could just forgive me
For what I am now and what I will be