Do you even care who I am anymore?
Do you even care enough to say my name in your dreams?
I understand exactly why you'd never dare to
I understand exactly why cuase I saw it in your eyes I stared into
I don't believe you ever really met me
But I know you more than you know about yourself
Obsession, something I know too much about
Such an endless deception of what I live
If I could just have one mistake to take back
I think you know what words would be missing in the past
I want to tell you what I feel
I want to call out how much I love you still
It never really mattered if you meant it too
I always thought I ended it becuase of your lack of love
But I realize it's a reason of fear that reaches in me
Everytime I would see you, I'd be afraid to leave you
You are my reason for living and my reason to die
My reason to smile, reason to scream, reason to cry
Everything that I'll touch, is being touched just for you
Everything I'll do in this world, will be done just for you
I'll let myself hate you for while
but find myself playing the lier
If I could just have one mistake to take back
I think you know what words would be missing in the past
If you could just have one mistake to take back
I think I know what kiss your memories would lack
If I could just have one more word
I'd tell you and the rest of the world
How many times I dreamt of you
How many songs I sang of you
How many days I longed for you
How many lies I told to you
Problems are something that pull apart
but they lie within my heart
not in this relationship we held dear
but down inside of my own fears
If I could just have one mistake to take back
I think you know what words would be missing in the past