PROVING SANITY IS THE TASK OF THE INSANE

if i say something that sounds like im insane, and dont say something
everytime, people will think im insane, but only the insane write about
how insane or sane they are.

socrates was killed because of this:

intelligent people seem insane to stupid people.  

proving that you are not insane using intelligence makes you more insane
to those people.  they cannot understand that people dont fit into the 
mold of normal, they know that they dont, but they are too stupid to realize
that everyone is different. they think they can just conform, and maybe 
they can, but they are stupid and weak if they can and they wont understand what it
even feels like to need to feel different, and therefor cant level with me at all,
making me look insane to them.  
intelligent, enlightened people know that they are truly different and that everyone
worries
about problems other than how to improve the state or trivial family affairs
so, if you dont understand you wont and you should stop now, for if am more 
intelligent than you,

(i mean you may think im insane, but if you more intelligent
than i, i may not beable to help you, you may have thought of the things
i say here, and if you have, i beg of god that you write your best arguments,
dialogues, or philosophic banter, please, i need you to write, we need you to write.)


i can try to help you, if you are
a lot less intelligent then me,  i fear i may not be able to help you, i
may sound insane, but for those of you who listen, i can make up for 
having to say it that bluntly, i just want not to be misinterpreted, because
i feel i may have some good points.


say your faced with a flow of decisions that i am following.  maybe im insane
but if i am, and you are too, you will be able to judge if you should
follow my steps, maybe ill be big, (i dont feel like saying 'maybe ill be dead soon'
or other poetic teenager rants, cause youve tried all the normal slots
like i have.  ie my generation fightclub, matrix, yes i refuse to grow following
a stupid movie.  here comes my great aside, dennis miller style.

(actually id like to talk about dennis miller,  the socrates of today, and Dennis
leary for that matter. fucking standing on their soap boxes, thrashing everyone
and being intelligent about it.  i could stand here all day and defend
what im saying by saying that other people say it too blatantly.  my job
is to say it more blatantly.  super blatant style.  no frills.  eminem
can suck it)

what i mean is, i need to dumb down what im thinking, these points that
i want to make, for people to understand, but if i have to worry about
people thinking im insane all the time, i cant worry about what i have
to say. so if you want to study into me.  im not insane.  im trying to help
and if you cant say i didn’t think of that.  cause i did.  the proof is here,
and the less blatant it is, the more tactfully we can get over this point.
and to add, it is possible that i was too busy explaining that i wasnt
insane, or i was too busy rambling to explain to people that are looking
too deeply or reading things that arent there that im not insane. so let this
be the end of me trying to prove sanity.  like i said trying to prove
sanity is the task of the insane.
i dont mean to rub anything in anyones faces.