thrust
into the middle of a whole new life
a whole new world
all the support and love and friends
are distant memories

i am immobilized
unable to sort this out
unable to find any direction
unable to do anything but cry

who is there to hold my hand?
what am i doing here?

nothing makes any sense anymore
and i am
alone

for Ezri
2:36am 12-01-04 Erin Roberts