i cant go back up there coach ive done it before and i always just fall i know that you see just how hopeless i am i dont understand why you keep telling me to try again its so much easier down here its not a struggle gravity and the path of least resistance it may not be pretty but at least i cant fall from here i want to impress you i really do i want to show you how good i can be and if i know i would succeed you know i would give it my all but i cant help but feel that youre tired of catching me every time that i fall you still love me no matter what i guess i should get back up there everyones waiting to see what i can do i never really cared about their opinions but i do care about yours and i do want to please you ive spent too much time trying to please myself i dont ever want to break your heart not like this here i go coach wish me luck 3:44am 11-15-04 Erin Roberts