its so hard now cause you are here but you are not with me with me with me and i cant help but longing for you in me in me in me and how i wish you could come and take me away i wouldnt mind being outlaws as long as i knew we were safe but this world plots nourishes weeds in my heart uproots the roses behavior modification i think they call it well im not giving in to these rats they can try their best but im not giving in no im not giving in to this land im obsessed im in love id die to just hold your hand they cant win as long as my heart beats they cant win as long as i am still me and weeds may spring up but they cant take root for i am in love with you yes truly i am still in love with you 7:35pm 11-13-04 Erin Roberts