how can u miss something u never had?
how can u want something wrong so bad?
something about being a human
u always want that which u cant have

i cant let it all out
tell you all my hidden desires
my secret whims and wishes
there are too many social constructs in the way
and i have been taught not to share my feelings
because i will be judged

what do u think of me?
i'll never know
what am i you?
anything?
in the long run it might not really matter
but i still wish i could share more with you

tongue tied
i will always be
when im with you

i hope i have a chance
to give you one last hug
before you leave

7:57 Pm 9-12-04 Erin/Levi Roberts