im not a boy
and im not a girl
i never fit in with anyone
always have to go in stupid "boy mode"
screw that!

venus envy
you know i wish that was me
sometimes...
but nothing's perfect
i guess its harder to relate
when i refuse to accept any standards

so who am i?
im not zoe
i never fit in
school is over and i never will
i can sit in darkness and wait for my lover to come back
but i am afraid that the loneliness will kill me

and another thing
why am i 21 anyway?
cause i never felt this way
socially underdeveloped
but no one ever noticed
cause ive got as many masks as plain simple Garak

oh yea
im normal
im fine
look at me im fine
GIVE ME SOME FREAKING HORMONES
or not
i dont know anymore

...

i just want to be happy

*cries*


11:33 PM 8-05-04 Levi Roberts