admit it
YOU WILL NEVER LOVE THE REAL ME

pieces
some of me you accept
but not fully
no, never
cause i scare you
is it sin to be who God created me to be?

and i am packed up
and ready to walk away
your love
partial and conditional
was always better than complete loneliness

time is almost up for us
i wont deny myself the right to be me
so look away
and hide your face while i become more and more ugly to you

and when i get married i will be wearing a dress

admit it
YOU WILL NEVER LOVE THE REAL ME

1:04 AM 8-15-04 Levi Roberts

(sorry about this poem, if you read it mom, but its how i feel sometimes when
i am dressed in my girls clothes and you just look away.  its hurts
that you wont accept me the way i want to be, but oh well.  now that i
am moving out i can dress and act the way i want and when i come to see
you i'll just go back into "boy mode".  im sorry that you cant accept
this part of me, but i still love you.)