i love Amanda i cant stand the fact that shes not here but i still want the whole world to know that i love Amanda and if i can find a way to get through this time you know i'll do whatever it takes to keep from breaking cause im not faking it anymore so before i go insane im gonna let out all the hurt and show you all that i care deeply about this girl that God gave me the gift of sharing life with and nothings gonna change my mind and no obstacle is going to keep me back because i love Amanda and everything that adds up in me will not change the simple fact that i love Amanda and no matter what else comes and goes and other people that show up in my life i'll always hold on and independant of the identity i form in the coming months and years and all the jobs i take and friends i make and other people i miss, nothing i mean nothing will ever change the way i feel and soon they will all see how real this is i love you forever my sweet angel Amanda 2:43 PM 8-10-04 Levi Roberts