too ugly to be beautiful
i hit a bump somewhere
or fell asleep 
and now im gone

dont think theres a way to get going again
dont think theres a way to get where i was
i cant be a fantasy
and reality
is not the beauty i had hoped for

stuck in a ditch
cant move
barely breathing
no one sees
the pain gets worse

and the rescue crew has not been called

i continue to struggle
but for how long
till i give up
and accept the inevitable?

i wait
i pray
i hope
i hold on

i think
i reach
i pray
i breathe

but for how long?

time passes...
and the rescue crew has not been called

2:08 PM 8-04-04 levi