the sad thing is Shin-chan didn't really love me
the hard part is im not a real man
the sad thing is Amanda is far away
the hard part is theres no one holding my hand

the sad thing is Dara's on drugs now
the hard part is living without her support
the sad thing is my family won't accept me
the hard part is finding someone who will

the sad thing is i have trouble expressing myself
unless im alone writing in notepad
the hard part is going on being myself
when the only ones who tell me im pretty are horny men

the sad thing is i seem to always save others
when i really need to be saving myself
the hard part is taking care of the finances
without being able to rely on Daddy

the sad thing is Shin-chan didn't really love me
the hard part is i can never tell my mom
the sad thing is i am so lonely
the hard part is no one's holding my hand

9:07am 2-13-05