he takes ballet
hes gay
his parents say
that hes ok

his boyfriend is kind
he doesnt mind
if i tell him
how jealous i am

and did i mention
how cute he is
hes into modeling
hes only 15

hes done so much
so much freedom
he doesnt need to become
he already is

and talking to him
is like talking to Alex
depressing but im not stopping
cause his life and his smile are so attracting

and im gonna hide it
but i wont deny it
the rainbow, i'll ride it
let it ride me right into the ground

5:24pm 2-15-04