haha
life can be so beautiful
now

i looked inside myself
but i didnt find any light
i looked around
but nothing

i cried out
i felt like dying
crapping myself
cursing
crumbling
i called out to you in desperation

youre the only one who ever saved me

i gulped in your oxygen
my life force born again
you changed me just like that
thank you, best friend

8:02pm 1-18-04