Im probably going to be pissed off today
if i keep thinking of all the ways
i keep getting screwed over
and never say anything

but something bad inside of me
something selfish wants me to make a list
and right now im listening to it

so wait a minute
i thought you said
i thought you said you were going to absolve my debt to you if i helped you clean the house...well i did but then last night you said i owed you money...of course i wouldnt dare say a word because you were already in a bad mood and i didnt want to make you feel worse

and when we got home you said i could have one of your hot pockets...i was like "oh yeah" cause those things are really good...but then this morning while i was looking for your glasses, i saw you hold up that box and say you were taking it to work...of course i didnt say anything cause you were running late

im always giving in to you
i bet you dont even notice
cause i really hate fighting
and i try to make you feel better even though i usually fail

what else can i say
you'll never believe this is true
when everyone yells at me cause i didnt do things their way
i hardly ever argue

and my low self-esteem
just goes lower and lower
levi you messed up again
try not to forget this time
try not to be so immature levi
youre embaressing me levi

i wish i could say "no more"
but my heart would rather be kicked to the floor
than argue or be self-righteous like i am right now
in text format its ok
cause you'll never see
how much this hurts me

6:51am 1-28-04