Erin Roberts is deflating
i guess God wants his Levi back
was i so wrong for creating
someone who has what i lack?

and fantasies just fade away
when im focusing on paying the rent
and i cant buy a new sensation
when everything's already spent

its so different when the pressure's on
with support from friends and Dara gone
at least Des still wants me around
so i still have a reason to turn the computer on

facial hair
underwear
people dont even care
im still there
its not fair
its not more than i can bear
its just not fair

genderqueer
who wants to be a girl
or just a man corrupted?

the days of Alex and Dara are so far away
well
it was fun to dream anyway

3:53am 1-26-05