| Skitz's Skrub Page |
| This is wher u can read about the shit a skrub goes through n shit. |
| YO, haven't talked to ya for awhile, how's shit goin wit ur tape and all that. Get this, my step-sister jordyn is one of those fake ass hoe preppy bitches with the i'm a god attitude, and one of her not so preppy ass fake bitches told her she had the hots for me and thought i was hella sexy, my step-sister bitch didn't tell me till 2 weeks after she told her, so now any chance i had with that hella cool chick is completely fucked, and i'm so fuckin pissed. God u don't even know. I've been missin out on so many oportunities, i'm jest curious to when i'm gonna get mine. All these hoes i have a chance with are all trapped in the thought that the senior guys want them for somethin other than their fresh neden, yeah fuckin right! It's so fuckin weak. I've had my hopes up for that bitch for like, the past half a week, well sorry to bitch and moan like that, but i'm fuckin pissed. But don't you ever feel like you are missin out on something that could be, because you're not good lookin enough, or smart enough, or shit like that. Shit, same thing with my friends to, they always be competein with each other, it pisses me off that people can't jest get along, share, and treat each other with respect. People always tryin ta find the bad spots with every person, does anyone care that i respect eveyone and show love to all, fuck no, they only know that i'm the step-brother of a stupid bitch with a huge ass ego. I gotta let people know whut's up, but don't know how. I'm bein robbed of whut i earned, i always believed that by bein a good person and treatin people with love and respect, even my enimies, that things would eventually swing my way, and i would find peace in my heart, but guess not. From the looks of things, the only way to get ahead is to lie, cheat, steal, and hate one another. Well, thanx for takin the time to read this, truthfully i believe you are the only person that would understand, besides Ben. But he don't have a phone and i can't call him. But shit, yeah, i'm out. |
| ENTRY #2 |
| I just realized what causes me the most pain in my life, All the time, i try to show love and respect to everyone. Haters, Pimps, Hoes, Fuck Heads, Ass holes, I always try to get along with everyone. If it is inevitable for me to get along with someone, i simply don't relate with them, no hating or violent crimes from me. But it causes me so much grief, even in my own household, when I show respect and let people know I care, and they take that shit for granted. No respect back, i get no favors (I give bout 1,000 every day though), It's like when I ask, "Hey, could you get me a fork please." it's like, "Get it yourself." and I sit against the wall at dinner, so it's a pain in the ass to get up being as tall as I am. I can't even do research for a school assignment on the internet without my step-siblings bustin out, "I need the phone GET OFF!!!" and that shit pisses me off, I've always been taught to treat others how I would like to be treated, but I guess that shit don't work anymore. There are only a few people that realize this, My mom, my true sister Kady, Ben, and all them other mother fuckers related with Neo Ninja Records. And I just wanna say thanks to all them, becuase without them, I would have already given up on people and would have been half way down the road of ruinin my life. I ask one thing from you, next time someone does somethin nice to ya, or helps you out in any way, say thank you, or do somethin else to show you appriciate what someone has done for you. You'd be suprised to find out how much that means, especially to me. |
| ENTRY #1 |