| Your Disease |
| You dont know how much you affect me. Setting an example is something you should know. You let your addiction control you, anything else is meaningless. Your priorities are so fucked up it hurts the people around you. It lives your life you can't control yourself. You need it, you fiend it more than you love your own family. Our broken home is what I live with because of this. Now my normal childhood is ruined. Jealous of the houses I go to.They are so much more different than you, they show me more love. Responsibility is something you lecture me about but where is yours? Where is your motherhood, when were You ever what I needed? All I get is your anger, your resistance to show any affection to me. You have made my life a hellish one. Now matter how hard I try to cure your disease it is always stronger than my will. You won't let me help you, you would rather deny your problem and continue to destroy your children. |
| 10/3/01 |