I knew you then, way back before you were hurt, way before you knew what you wanted. i started to fall for you but you had someone, you were happily held in his arms so i let it go and became your friend and not far after then i didnt know you, all i had for memories was you on my wall. i began to think less of you but never forgetting the beauty you were capable of. soon you were erased from my wall but not long after you came back into my life and everything that i remembered about you was the same. we talked just to talk because i was really hurt from loosing my heart to another but you became more and more important. you became an everyday conversation. i thought you began to like me because you always asked if i still felt for her the answer was no because it was she i was falling for again, i thought she wanted me, she opened up like never before i became real close. you broke my heart when all you wanted was for me to be here for you, i really thought you wanted me...
here and now you have become my best friend, above all, answering this question of transformation of wanting you to being around you is easy. for the longest time i have wanted you, youve always been the one who got away, the who i could never have and everytime you faded away from my life, not this time i have fallen desperatly in love with the person you are, the person that you show me, i always wanted us to be but now i realize i already have you just in a different way, ive taken it for what it is and am beginning to enjoy it and for the first time i dont hurt cause i want you, you have made me complete and i love you......i love you... |