| sitting in this room is no good for me, it only reminds me of you. sleeping on this couch makes me not want to sleep at all because i see you laying next to me but i go to bring you closer to me and your not there, im nothing without you by my side, you have left me and while doing so have taken my heart with you, and even if you want to give it back to me i wouldnt want it because it still belongs to you..i walk around with your voice in my head telling me that you miss me and i cry because it sounds so real but i know you dont. i keep running through this dream world of you and me when we go to our room, where we go to our haven, a shelter from the outside world that threatens me and you, but again i know there is no shelter and the world has gotten the best of you, it has gotten the best of us...i remember the last time our lips touched and you meant it, standing in that dark hallway, it will never be that way again, i wished i would have known it would be the last time me and you were going to, to show you that everytime it means so much to me. now i have just my lips, just my thoughts...just myself |