| Now that you are here with me im not the same person that you once knew. Before I used to dream about you constantly, but thinking it was only a dream I rendered nothing of it but another heart throb. But the way you make me feel I havent felt in a long time. I put myself through so much pain and agony that i never thought i would have you. Shockingly i recieved a phone call from you, the very person i have felt for.You asked me to be with you, but even now as I hold you in my arms I have a strong feeling that I will be rejected because I know I dont deserve you. Your way to good for me and that is scarce. Even after all this is written all i will be able to think about is you in all your beauty. You make me feel so wanted and I would give you the world and still it wouldn't be enough to show you how much you mean to me.What you give to me is what no one else in the world can give me. Every second that passes im a second closer to falling in love with you. You are what i need, what i've wanted for so long but just couldnt have. Missing you is the worst part of being with you I get withdraws. When I cant be with you im so lonely, I feel emptiness at the bottom of my heart. Writing about you is my only place of solitude and its the only petty compared to the actuallity of you. All i have is a distant conscience of your voice and the beauty of your face is something that will never leave my mind. Too many words to explain my feelings for you, I'm nothing without you. It drives me insane to hear your voice but its only a let down because i cant be with you. You are my everything. |