| Numb to everything around you, you let her control you, always under the influence, shes all you think about. it seems no one else matters whenever your with or even without her. me and you used to be so close but we are as distant as it gets now. your emotions and how you feel depends on how she feels. if you dont talk to her for a day you go blind and lay unconscience. its always about what she wants and never about what she wants. how about your friends, your family? how about your life? it makes me ill to see how you care so much more about her than anyone because one day she will be gone and im still gonna be your brother, the one that would live and die for you. understandably you love her but there were people you loved before she came. i am overwhelmed with the anger and the depression you show me when you cant be with her. it scares me to no end |