i sit next to you staring at you but you dont stare back, i sit there thinking of you but im sure your mind is elsewhere, you run wildy through my mind, im in yours but my role is much smaller, i love it just to be near you just to smell how beautiful you are, you want to be where the people are.
it melts my heart to see you get in the car with me, i cry when you look in my eyes as yours glaze back at me just to tell me your sorry, i run to the phone as fast as i can when it rings just cause i know what time it is, picking it up and hearing your voice, so sound, so wonderful to know its you. i love it to know sometimes im the only person you can go to. your laugh is distinct, without saying a word i know its you, i know your happy...
does it scare you to know i have these feelings for you, does it change who i am in your mind? ive come so far, ive done everything for you that i can to make you happy, you know i care and you also know you have my heart, can you not handle that? please let me down slowly sweetheart. please make it as painless as you can, be there for me cause i need you to get through this, i need you to hold me, tell me everything is ok, tell me you love me, dont hold back now weve gone too far. you are what makes me happy, you are my blond angel, you are my best friend
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