| Stung again but its different because i dont know you, yet i feel for you. how i have feelings for you puzzles me. your just another face among faces, but you stand higher than they do. now that my little dream is over i still have to see you everyday. it hurts me but it gives me some satisfaction just to see you. my anonymous face has been exposed and i dont know how you are to act , are you afraid to even be around me? these thoughts race through my head and so consumes it all, all i can do is think about you. even though i feel this way its still not an obsession because i stay calm, cool and dont even bother you. i just want to be wanted, i want to love the way i see it everywhere around me. i live for affection, i feed of off emotion and i havent had it in a long time. it has felt like an everlasting depression taking hold of everything that i am. so confusing to people when i explain how i feel to them, im too different to be loved, to love, but angry cause everybody else can.. |