| Im Sorry |
| 9/8/02 |
| I sat thinking about you today...wishing things werent this way, i thought about how your smile always makes me laugh, i thought about how bad i treated you..mentally beat you up, maybe this is why it is for a reason..maybe the world has better plans for you than being with me. you told me of your confusion..you told me how this wasnt right for you, i couldnt hear it because it pained my ears too much..i didnt want it to be, i couldnt be myself around you..i was just waiting for you to hug me and tell me everythings alright...i never got that hug..and i never understood why..untill now but now is too late..i cant say sorry anymore..i cant see you anymore, your gone and im stuck here in more pain than i have ever been in, all i want to do is hear your voice..tell me everythings ok? dont forget me..understand you meant the most to me, i dont want this to be over..youve become my everything, it hurts the most to know that the closest moment i spent with you was one you could not have remembered..as you laid there unconscience my life flashed before my eyes and screamed to me this is the last time you will ever see her, i held you in my arms and whispered "i love you" in your ear then kissed your forehead, with a tear in my eye...i let you slip away |