| Idalia |
Changing every second I'm in a constant confused state of mind. Hurting more ever so slowly I feel the urge to love you again but come to a hault cause of all the pain you may cause. I find myself missing you more and more each day, tell me why you won't get out of my head. Choosing to leave you sounds right to my head but leaves my heart in dissary. Needing you shows in my actions more each day. Like a carousel our relationship spins me into a constant dizzyness. Oblivious to where I am going I head in the wrong direction and hit a dead end in our relationship. Loosing you may be to much but I can't take you hurting me again. I give you so many chances and you drop the ball everytime. Thoughts racing through my head so rapidly I feel like screaming but keep my pain balled up inside, concieled untill you make me lose all the sanity I have. |
| 7/13/01 |