| You decietful ways pull me in, you are not who you appear, you have me told me about things that you cant show me. you show me rejection after all thati have imagined, you show no effort to be with me. it pains me for us to be like this this but it is as you wish. you say you love me, but yet i feel unloved, you say you want me again and i feel unwanted. blindly i accept your kind gesture only to be misledinto lonliness once more. and even after you show me this discomfort, i feel no sympathy from you. its like you could care less about what you have impounded upon me. you ignore my phone calls, my effort to have you. again i have been fooled into another of the same. i cant seem to be educated enough to see the brutality through the kindness. your subtle manner angers me. why must you lie to hurt another. another that has nothing but love and comfort to show for you. you feel no guilt, and i feel something more than pain, i cry out within myself to seek answers to complications i will never understand, but complications i seek to be with |