| Wanting what i cant have, i see you everyday. there is no conversation between us but often a glance, an acknoledgement that im there but nothing more. everything but an obsession i want to be with you, i want it to be your voice that is directed toward me, your beautiful face that stares into my eyes with emotion. i look for words to say to you but find none and it frustrates me cause i know i could say a thousand words but probably none that would distract you from your everyday life. and again i would be loosing out because of the harshest feeling of all...."rejection"....and yes it is a feeling, something that can be felt and not just words out of a mouth. i wish i knew you better so that i would know what you want, giving you your paradise and more. maybe ill tell you one day how i feel about you but my heart has me heading me in the other direction. the direction toward where lonliness lies, the direction in which i wont see you... |