| Afraid |
| Temptation tells me to approach you but its the feeling of rejection that i dont want to face, conscience telling me its only yes or no but my heart says its heard no too much, hurry before she leaves, my heart racing at this moment wishing i could look into the future i feel pesimism run through me, i start to back down, shes too beautiful, to good for me, my walls of integrity start to break down to show my strong weakness, im the only thing holding me back from saying hi, hiding behind my cool calm look i hope she comes to me shyness and nervousness show strong as my palms begin to moisten, heart still at its constant rapid pace she walks away and all i can do is stare, amazed in her greatness as my only oppurtunity walks away afterward i have nothing, no one to blame but myself sudden pain of loss rushed through me, ive blown another chance |
| 7/29/01 |