| sitting in confinement, keeping away from everything that is beautiful to me....i have no grasp of reality, everything is abstract...trapped in a room that i locked myself in, i swim in my own tears..bleeding emotion... but no one sees it, the room is too dark, so i drown...im not myself anymore...the world has scared me so much..im afraid to give...because everytime ive tried to love, someone...cold, heartless, soul-less comes and rips it from my unexpecting heart..how could you do this to me...you were so different, i never expected you to destroy, dismantle what i thought was us...how could you keep me up endless nights listening to your subtle voice steal me away? are you happy with what you've done to me? are you even thinking of me when you laugh? thinking of how much you hurt me and how it lingers? i hope when you read this you know what you've done to me but do what you want ignore it, ignore my pain...you were beautiful to me, you were so quickly my everything, but you couldnt feel the same, you only led me to believe you felt the same |