i have become medication; lucky i was ...here...
i only thought of you before anyway
so its best that i was ...here... when you were not
so i could get to see how much it really means to me
in my finite existence if i can make something better,
it will be you and i will be you, too
i will absolve you of sins and take them for myself
i will bathe in your dirty water and take in
the imperfectionistic one you are
and become medication. lucky i am ...here...
someday i will change my ways
stop hanging on and pull down my
dramatic expectations but for now and only now
i am well fed by what you provide,
and it's only lucky i was...
here