| Close To Hating You! The pain that you have put me through Is too much for me to deal with, what should I do? I loved you so very much. I had butterflies at you every touch. The spark that I once felt, Is now like a block of ice that you can't melt! I would have done anything for you. but now, I don't give a shit what you do! You have what-so-ever not a clue How bad you hurt me with what you'd say and do. Now that you've found a girlfriend, You've let our strong friendship come to almost an end. You ignore me everyday. Anymore, to you, I don't know what to say. Ever since I've said I'm over you, You've acted as if you're only the age of two. When I was in love, or as you would put it, obsessed. You treated me like an angel that was blessed. But now that you know I am through. Through getting my heart torn in tow. You act as if I'm not even there. Why do I still care? Tell me that, Why do I care about someone who acts like a brat? I would have done anything you said, Even if you told me to something I'd dread. You completely have no clue How close I am to hating you! I turned 16 a week ago today And you didn't even call me to wish me a happy birthday. You don't know how bad I am being hurt, 'Cause ever since you've found out I'm over you, you've treated me like dirt. When you knew that I liked you Leading me on was the only thing you'd do. But now that I'm through being hurt, Like I said, you treat me like dirt. You absolutely have no clue, How close I am to hating you! I've come to a point to where I hide from you in a shell, I really do hope that you rot in hell! Now alls I want to say. is, good-bye and good day. Sandi Board 4-27-1999 |