| Are We Still Friends? Our friendship use to be so very strong. You came to me for advice about your girlfriends. Tell me, what did I do wrong? Why is our friendship coming to an end? We were so very close, Telling each other mostly everything. We were like tea and glucose. We were always on the phone talking. Not about anything special, just enjoying each others company. Until someone said that I was stalking. I don't understand why they would say that. I never stalked you. If it would have gone any farther, I would have hit them with a bat. I know, it's not a good thing to do. We told each other everything, I don't understand why we can't anymore. I wish it could be like that again, the same things. Ever since we've drifted apart, my heart has been really sore. You may not believe me when I say, I love you like a brother. When I was sad, you always knew what to say. But now, I feel that I only bother. When I told you that I saw you in a different way. That was when everything went down-hill. If I would have kept my feelings inside, you would never tell me, "Sorry, Sandi, I don't have time to talk. I have to leave soon. But have a nice day." I just wish that our friendship could go back to the way is was then. I hate thinking about how I can't tell you exactly what I'm thinking when we talk. Sooner or later we will be known as "people who knew each other way back when" If only that rumor didn't get out that it was you I would stalk. Till this day and tomorrow, too I will hate the people who started it. If only I could give them a piece of my mind, I know exactly what I'd do. Yell at them and make sure through the whole thing they sit. I'd tell them that what they done tore me apart. You and I will never be the same, And knowing that just tears up my heart. This is not just some game! You will never know what I really want to say. Never again will you come to me for advice. I want you to know that I will be here for you any day. Just give me a call. To hear from you would be nice. Sandi Board 6-11-1999 |