Wow, extremely tired when I woke up today, my whole right arm seems to be DEAD!  Even have trouble typing and holding the mouse!

Good to get your call Sesy, haha, really funny that you fall asleep on the phone again!  If you want to listen to songs while you sleep, I really can't help that, not at your house anyways.  If you want to come all the way to Tai Po to listen to songs on my computer, sure you're welcome la!  I really worry about your health, but what can I do?  Nothing, not a single thing, I mean I can't even care.  Even if I care, nothing will help and I'm sure that I'm not the person you want to care about you...

Hardly did anything at practice today!  Mostly talked!  Back and hands hurting like hell, how to practice anything?  Tried real hard not to talk too much already, didn't want to disturb the practice, so talked to those who weren't practicing either!  Really don't know when I can really pick up the stick and ball again...sigh...

Then went to watch Lee Sir play hockey, Rhino against KCC.  Those men...KCC...so rough!  Horrible hockey styles!  I hate people playing hockey as if they're fighting on the pitch!  You wanna fight, go fight somewhere else, GET OFF THE PITCH!

Rang home at dinner to say that I was going to go home to sleep because I had something to do in hall...sigh...was shouted at by mum for 10 minutes, saying how irresponsible and unhelpful I am at home!  She always looks at me that way, as if I don't try my best to do all my work.  What does she understand about my responsibilities elsewhere?  She'll never understand!  Sigh...of all the things in this world that I need to fight, why do I need to fight her too?  Why can't she be on my side?  Ah Yin is right, I cried because I care, I care about how she looks at me, I care about the fact that she thinks I'm such a bad person.  But I can never change her view, just like I will never be able to change how people look at me and what people say about me.

What an end to a good day!  SIGH~~~~~

What I go through...who would care?  Who would know?