It seems that I'm writing something in here everyday now, well it's good, just like a little diary!  May be no one will come to this place, but for me it's just a record of my life now.  It really doesn't matter if anyone comes to this place to find out how my life is doing, because my life doesn't affect anyone, it just affects myself!  For those that likes to know what goes on in my life, I really appreciate that!  Appreciate the fact that someone cares...thank you!

Today I got up at 6.50am, I haven't been up that early for a long time already!  It's sad to have to wake up so early when I'm supposed to be on holidays!

Well I woke up so early to go to Sandy Bay to play interfloor athletics!  Today I threw the javeline and discus.  I came 4th in the javelin and I have no idea what I got in the discus, it really doesn't matter.  In the end my floor won again, for the 11th year in a row now!  We're so great, I'm really glad that I was part of it, though no one might actually care!

The worse thing was that I pulled my muscle of my right arm today, throwing the javelin!  Sigh, how am I going to play hockey tomorrow???  Why does all the bad things have to happen to me?  I wonder if it's possible to play hockey without an arm?  I was saying to Carol yesterday that though her knee is hurt, she can still practice a little hockey sitting down...but I don't think it is possible to practice any hockey without the arm!!! SIGH~~~~~

Went to book physio today, found out that I have to put a split into my left hand on Monday, sigh...for 2 months or so!  Would that really help the hand?  Or will it just kill me even more?  What is to become of me in these coming months?

Sesy, I rang you because I wanted to tell you about my physio thingy, and to ask you about Intesis...there's actually quite a lot to say, but hearing you like that on the phone...HALF DEAD...I really don't want to keep you awake.  And whatever I say you to you will never remember, for you don't care anymore, not even as a friend.  Moe already knows, I just wanted to share with you, but I guess you'd rather come online and see my homepage and learn for yourself.  Whatever la, not important anymore.  Just hope that you'll look after yourself by eating regularly and stop your mood swings that's killing you all the time!

My good friend, Egg, I wonder if you're feeling any better today?!?!  Really thought about calling you, but just thought it'd be a little weird and I'm sure that I'd be speechless on the phone with you.  Well wanted to see how you were doing and see what you get up to at home when you're under the supervision of your parents.  Hope you get well soon, take care!

Tonight, I'm really beginning to wonder what 'love' is?  Is it a tug of war?  It really seems that way, watching my friends.  Sometimes happy, sometimes like they're in the dog-pits, is that really how love should be?  I've always thought that loving someone was caring about them all the time, wanting to know everything about them, and most importantly, wanting to share everything with them.  But how come it's not that way anymore?  I just want you guys to be happy...but of course, may be you'd say it's none of my business, which is very right, but is that what a friend should do?  May be it is and I don't know...

Moe, after you read my site, you asked me whether there was anything that I wanted to share with you, well I really don't know what it is exactly you want to know.  I just think that you should ask me whatever it is you want to know, instead of asking me whether I have anything to tell you.  When you said that I felt you were a little like Sesy, calling me and asking me whether I have anything to say to her!  And I told you how I'd like to answer that question already!  Anything you want to know, you can just ask me, if I think I should tell you then I would!  Actually I like to share things with you too!

Is love better if you can't get the person you love?  When you just wish and wonder if someone else loves you or not?  Getting it might not be the best thing, but not getting surely hurts too...I just wish you knew...but you may never know...there's so much I want to share with you, but you're never around, out of my reach.