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I'm feelin'happy now ^^,YuPx..din really do anything conducive today..just went to Se's house and did accounts..tell you what,it's a truth that the subject is confusing..but it has its finer points too.How is it then others can fare so well in it?I think all boils down to interest.Without interest..you will feel everything's a bore..and how you want to finish it off as quick as a bolt so you can rush back home and do whatever you like.Typical me.
After completing half of my hw,we danced para and I admit..I'm gettin' hooked on it.It's real fun..gives dance a new edge.And what's more,it's definitely more interesting than accounts.
After that,watched a taped episode of Jolin' performance of "Shuo Ai Ni" at PSC,and I must really say she has a goddamn slim figure.And her dirty blond hair suits her pretty well.
Today,I did something which I had not been doing for the past year.And hell ya rite,it's preparation for dinner.I peeled onions,minced garlics and um..guess that's about it.But the food's not for me.It's for Se's family.I gonna eat at home.
Today's a fun day.Though he didn't msg me in msn,I really still missed him..Noone will understand ..just like how i wun be able to understand others.Just hope tmr will be a better day.
Hikki
2003-06-24
As time passes by,my mind is in a whirl..I need love.I dread the feeling of loneliness.Isn't this what everyone fears?I don't know.I just want to escape..escape from this horrid place..this world sucks.Really.
Hikki
2003-06-22
Hikki
Feeling:Unhappy
Today feels just like yesterday.Yesterday,I aint in a great mood.Today I ain't in a superb mood either.Woke up at 11:20am and immediately called Se to confirm the meeting time.She sounded listless though.. Hikki
Listening to:I believe
Wow..I didn't attend today's math lesson.. I know I sldn't do that,but
I din do homwork.. Hikki
Boring day
Woke up really late today-11:45a.m..drank a glass of water and did some
aerobic n dances,ate my lunchie and went online.Didn't do any studying for the
whole day..the reason being,I just am in the holiday mood rite now.Like my friend
Se said,nx week is also last week..yes,it's the last week of the june holi.Oh manz,
why does tym flies so fast?I haven't even started on my hw yet. Hikki
Happy Day
Today is another great day.It started off that I din wanna go to school but cos after lessons wanna go out with Se mahx.. Hikki
What a day Hikki 2003-06-15
Hikki
Feeling:Bored and lonely
Guess I'll just blog now.There's nothin' to do,and yv has a test tomorrow.She might be calling me later..Just now,she came to my house and I passed her my sec 1 Chinese handbook so she could revise for her chi test tomorrow.It's been a long time since she steps into my house.
Hmm..woke up at 12:15p.m today..real late rite?Ha~Because i din have a nice sleep yesterday.I was crying in my heart and thinking abt alot of things..alot of silly things.Yvonne advised me over and over again..and I believe she's really a strong girl.I'll copy+paste what she msg to me yesterday at the bottom.
Um..think i gtg now.From now on,I'll be going on a slimming programme..I want to lose weight!!!!I must!!!I want to look slim and pretty.. so noone will ever mock at me again.Take care guys,I'm alright and I'll blog later.
Our conversation..
<`faith> halo shihui..
<|MoOn^Ga|> Hi yvonne..
<|MoOn^Ga|> though i am crying now.. but i dun wan to spoil ur moods
<|MoOn^Ga|> so i juz pretend to be happy loh
<`faith> y r u crying?
<|MoOn^Ga|> nothing..
<|MoOn^Ga|> my ftaher scolding me. nobody likes me loh ..i dun even lyk myself
<`faith> ...
<`faith> try to look on the bright side of life kkz?
<`faith> i haf experienced wat u experiening now..
<`faith> n most imptly,don tink too much..
<|MoOn^Ga|> thanks yv..
<|MoOn^Ga|> yes..
<|MoOn^Ga|> it's true
<|MoOn^Ga|> i like u too,as a friend..
<|MoOn^Ga|> u see now.. when i am sad, only u are here
<|MoOn^Ga|> yes..
<|MoOn^Ga|> i try not to think too much..
<|MoOn^Ga|> do u think when u try to sleep?
In the end,I and siyan went without her.My good ol' father fetched us to toapayoh without a word of complaint..though he was on work shift ,but he still happily fetched us in his taxi.And it hurts me to know dat he did not have a peaceful sleep at nite.He only slept 2 hours..aW!
So anyway,I and siyan reached there promptly at 2:00p.m.DanGz..the queue was damn long,it killed my patience.We reached there at ard 2:17p.m and I got acquainted with a gal,Grace,who said she was going to Elva's autograph session as well..and supposedly was a member of 4 fanclubs.F4,Comiczboys,Elva and Jolin.Wow..
I din want to jump into details,so anyway,it's just a scorching hot day..and of cos for Elva,it's mad hot!It's hotness everywhere,well,at least for her!She's so chio..dang,I'm getting jealous...
Wow.She sang 2 songs and it's great,perhaps the only downside was the volume was too loud.
Finally was the time to get her autograph.Truthfully speaking,I aint into such idol things but ..since i have her album,why not just get her autograph..right?
Perhaps,I sld not have get acquainted with Grace.
Well,it wasn't a good day.Sorry,I am lazy.Blog later.
And so I slept all the way to 11:30 a.m.Drank a glass of
water and washed my face.After dat,Se called me and confirmed the time we wld be
meeting.Today is also the day when i will be meeting bryan and his friend, Caiwang.
I took a bath and blowdry my hair before changing into fresh clothes-my fav. yellow
tee bought frm Ice Lemon Tee..too bad the color ran out.I curled my lashes*really short!my lashes and
applied mascara..it's weird dat my lashes dun curl well enough.
Mei wanna go too,but well,I want her
to go too.But.. mammy dun allow her,she bringing her and actually me to temple to pray for our results.
I dun wanna disappoint her,it's so rare she off day,but I really wan to go to J8 for 2 reasons.
Father fetched
me out of goodwill to redhill mrt..I knew he worked very hard and hardly had time to rest,but he still fetched me..
thanks papa!!=X
I reached there at 2:15p.m sharp but Se insisted dat I was late..haha.At the cityhall station,I used
her hp to call bryan,but he asked me to call him when i reahced there.So,it was a long tym until we reached bishan station
and when i called him,he asked me to meet him at S11..I seriously had no idea where it is,though Se knew.Oh well ,Se was
kinda angry at me cos i never told her dat I'll be meeting bryan and his friends..so she ignored me.What a friend.
I duno what went wrong seriously.I couldn't find him and his friends,but they seemed to know who is me.Then,Se and I went to
arcade and suddenly.she pointed to me dat they were there..I din really know so I just stared at them alot,but hmm,they din seem
to notice me.
So,I exited the arcade..suddenly out of nowhere,a malay guy jumped out and nearly scared the wits outa me!He asked "um,
are you jessie?"
I think he mistook the wrong girl..but what a funny incident!I guess it must be dat my eyes were looking everywhere
dat I looked like i was finding somebody and perhaps,he was meeting a girl too.
Anyway,I called bryan's hp alot of tyms but i still din
noe where they were.He said they were at the mrt station for their next destination(orchard)so I rushed down but i can't see any guy holding
an envelope.I sld wear my spectacles .. but they wld let me look nerdy.My eyesight is 400 degress so I can't really see well.I went back to J8,feeling
rather disappointed.But since they knew which girl is me, so why dun they come and look for me.I duno why.
Anyway,the open plaza was sooo crowded.I saw
many young guys.. i think they must be smitten with Jolin's beauty.Wonder if she has inner beauty too?Oh,I will be going to Elva's autograph session tmr..this tym,
I can obtain her signature...Actually,I dun really go for such idol thingy,but because the real motive I go to J8 is to meet "them" but in the end,my motive is ruined.
By the way,while Se and I were trying to leave the open plaza,I spotted Bryan and his friend(I think,cos i din wear spectacles),but they din seem to be noticing me.Guess
they were too busy to see Jolin bah.
At the mrt station back home,Se told me dat they probably wun contact me anymore.. i duno why she wld say that..But it doesn't matter,really.
I have a talisman 2 years back dat I am like a lonely chicken.While the other chickens are crowded together , I am the only chicken..always alone.Forever alone.Even now.
I sld have burnt the talisman.Who want s to be lonely in this world?The talisman also said that nobody wld wanna be friends with me..why is it?i duno.Anyway,tomorrow will be a better day!One day,
I will find my happiness.
Speaking of which,
something father said really incur my wrath.He saw me going on irc and angrily blurted out
dat I sldn't go and i failed my maths..my maid listened and I hate it!But now I think i sld not
be mad at father.He's a g-r-e-a-t father!
Ohmigosh,I cut my rebonded shoulder-length hair at
the salon today.Now,my hair is like up to my neck.Real short.Yupx,and i stressed many times to the
hairdressor to layer my hair.Hmm..the hairstyle is not bad,look like a shorter version of my old
hairstyle but now,it's lighter and dats the concave shape.Dunno what others think of it thou,my mei
say it looks nice, my mum gives no comments, my father is at work and grandmother compliments I look
nice!But I just think it looks ..too short..I wish my face is slimmer.Crap
Eh,gtg now.today is really
a boring day.Yupx.I'll be going to J8 to see Jolin's performance..byeee
Anyway,only a few of us attended the maths lesson but it's worthwhile.Learnt about the graphs and variations..hah,din really pay attention.Was chatting with Felicia and day-dreaming.
After the lesson ended,Se was waitin for me and we walked together and went to tiong.We had our lunch at the foodcourt.After that,we went up the escalator to the cinema and took some postcards(Lucy Liu!!) and rushed to the arcade.Wah,tiong arcade really ex sia..the rock fever is $1.50!!
Then,after we reached the mrt we wondered where to go next..I suggested going to causeway pt..but it's too far.I also boxim..i live in redhill ok!
So eventually,we took mrt to bugis and shopped around.Hmm,haha,I walked wrng direction and Se was mad-stiff!LolSx..!I even say I was an expert ard Bugis area.Duhx.
Anyway,Se and I went to gai-gai at Edge lohx..saw many pretty things!But not enough cash on hand..*sObX.. I dun even own a thing I really want!!!Look at me,no boys will even glance at my round ,disgusting face.. now,I hate this..
Ok,stop talkin abt these shitz.I bought a cancake mascara/./haha .. got free eyelash curler too..Se helped me curl my eyelashes..Aw!!
Sia sway,saw my enemy at bugis..tmd..she "gin" me lohx.Then again.,at jurong east station,saw her again with another classmate and i knew both of them knew i was there thou i wore outside clothes . they wore uniform.They purposely quickly walked infront of me,well dat's good,I just hate dis kinda person.So "fake".well,guess I judge pppl eh?By their actions ,of cos!
Oh ya!Had a farkin' great tym at Se's house!!!We watched Light Years and she made strawberry icecream for me(yummy!..haha..just can't get enough of good things.After dat,we danced para..i think i lost ard 1 kg..dadada!
At 'round 5:30p.m , Se and I stepped out of her house to fetch her mei at childcare centre..Woah.her mei so kute,lolx..
I'm very happy today...i wun let some *bitch spoil my mood!Good nitez... hope tomorrow will be a better day for everyone..
Today aint what I would call a great day.Stay at home in the noon and only went out for an evening jog with father and mei.
Thought I would
stand to lose some weight(hey,I ran 5 rounds!) but in the end,couldn't resist the potato fries and drumsticks which Siti had cooked..so I think I
had gain weight instead!Guess I am a big eater.
Shit.There's school tomorrow.I feel a sense of reluctance,but anyway,since it's for my own good,
I'll go.
After maths lesson,I'll prolly go out with Sinern..at least it beats staying at home doing nothing.Oh ya,speaking of that,I havent even
glance at my homework..so I'm not only a big eater,but a big lazy pig too!
I think this layout rawks!
Today was really a great day..so I think it deserves to be written ...
GeeHx..woke up at 10a.m and immediately rang Yv up but nobody answered the phone.I was afraid she would change her mind abt going,but what could I do?I brushed my teeth and washed my face,ate breakfast then called her again but again,noone listened.I thought she would not be going,but surprisingly,she called me near 11a.m and told me she wld be going..but our meeting time would be postponed.Anyway,we were going to Palawan beach to play and just chill out.
Later on,my mei decided to tag along,so we walked together to the Mrt station and got off at Tiong bahru station and I was shocked at the clusters of people there.The mrt station was packed and it was so crowded.. it nearly ruined my mood because I hate the idea of squeezing with lots of ppl..
Alright,let's not jump into details.After we paid for the admission fees,we took the monorail and boarded off at Palawan station.When we saw the beach,we couldn't resist our excitedment and rush down to the sea.It was so fun!!I will never forget this day.As I enjoyed myself,my problems seemed to be carried away by the waves.
I swallowed some of the seawater and gosh,it's so salty!I tried to spit out as much seawater as I could..
We even went up the yellow float in the middle of the sea..it's so fun!Mei even went down the slide,but I didn't dare...
Something horrid happened later when Yv descended the slide,something she didn't want others to know but it happened.
Ihad a reallly enjoyable day today at the palawan beach..and I want to remember dis day forever.
Note:I have an uneven tan now =|