Bloody Tears on a Sunday
By: Hope
Hi everyone. I justed wanted to make a note about this song. I haven't even shown it to the band really at this point... but I really want to have this approved. Anyway... a little while ago I was at my Dad's house and he and my  stepmom had yelled at me about some stupid little thing, and I cried because I had a build-up of these things ans I just couldn't keep it all inside. While I was crying I started having these thoughts... Now it scares me, I was actually seriously considering suicide. But I held on... and now, I view things in a different way than I used to. I don't know why those thoughts I had that night affected me so powerfully, but now I'm struggling to find reason to hold on, find sanity and sanctity in my screwed up life. This song is basically about my changed perspective... and it always reflects back to that horrible night that I thought was the end. I want to thank all my friends and people who've supported me, without you guys, I probably wouldn't be here right now. Thank you.
Tonight is the end
I'm leaving this place
Don't expect to see me again
My life is falling
Apart around me
Take me to a better place

This world is so cold
I've opened up my eyes
Finally seen the light
Or is this the dark side?
Of which everyone is ignorant?
People laugh, they smile
But I'm still bleeding
Sometimes it hurts too much

These things I cannot bear
Seeing what they can't see
Knowing what no one here knows
I can't take this pain anymore

Tonight is the end
I'm leaving this place
Don't expect to see me again
My life is falling
Apart around me
Take me to a better place

As I look around me
Everyone in a new light
How many feel like me?
Do they even realize,
What they take for granted?
People laugh, they smile
But I'm still bleeding
Sometimes it hurts too much

These things I cannot bear
Seeing what they can't see
Knowing what they don't know
I can't take this pain anymore

Tonight is the end
I'm leaving this place
Don't expect to ever see me again
My life is falling
Apart around me
Take me to a better place

Don't give up now
There's so much more left to live for
Don't give up now
I promise soon you'll see the light
Don't give up now
Don't give up

Tonight is the end
I'm leaving this place
Don't expect to see me again
My life is falling
Apart around me
Take me to a better place

Tonight is not the end
I'm not leaving this place
You can expect to see me again
My life is falling
Apart around me
But I won't give up
Remember... Don't give up
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