alone and dark
an eye stares at me
sky blue and dilated
we see eye to eye
an understanding
2 I�s and one mind
2 eyes but no vision
what is there to see?
shall i see the emptiness
the lack of anything
the lack of soul
she hit me
hit me
for answering a question
so i grabbed her
tossed her across the
yard
toward the end zone
TOUCHDOWN!!
what are you going to do now?
i�m going to disneyland
after the last quakes go down
shake shake
a little movement
uncontrollable
like a puppet
my body moves
as a result of some
demonic presence
in my bowls i feel it
an out pouring
a cry for release
i cry to flush
ignore it
ignore it all
ignore my mother�s love
my father�s hate
my lack of friends
my need for kindness,
a hand to guide me
Jesus, please take me
in your arms
i plead.
hold me to your
breast
allow me to hear
your golden heart pump
bump bump
Jesus i feel it
Jesus i feel your love
Jesus where are you?
Jesus...
JESUS?!?!
alone in an empty room
four white walls
white walls
close in on me
entrap me
i hate you
everyone
i hate the world
i love the sky
and its clouds
the oceans and
its waves
and the earth
disgusting pile of dirt
i shall sweep you away
-with my school ID
into a nice pile-
blow the dust away
into me
inside my nose
and into the brain
than lets see what�s
left.
a child
alone and sad
wishing to be loved
searching for joy in a baggie
of dope
as an eye watches him.