It�s all black
All shadows can be seen
This is when I ponder
my mortality.
Death enters my mind
and grasps old of my
thought.
I shake with fear.
I curse out loud.
I want to end the thoughts
Of nothingness
after death
Complete inexistence.
No thought.
No life.
Death not being
a gateway to heaven
just an end.
I wish I believed
in God
when I have such thoughts.
for I am truly
scared.
Nothing will ease
that pain
from such fear.
So I lay there
shaking
in pure darkness.
Tears stroll down
my cheeks
and I let out
moans and groans
till I fall into
a sleep.