eternal thoughts
pass in seconds
and unmemorable
images
are unrecognized
by the warped mind
my soul encases.
silence from the children
no more of the cheerful laughing
or annoying cries of tears
from the pains of a lost father.
what is left in this world
when a child cries for the love
of a man, who has traveled miles
to get away from the cries.
We should stop it all?
stop the whole thought process
stop the whole being part
of our reality.
Sit on couches
in corners
shut eyes
not seeing the world
but seeing a universe
rotate quickly around them,
an arm stretched out
flying like a man of steel
passing the stories
of countless lives
in blurs.
Suddenly
blackness falls
and thru the slowing rising
and depressing descend
rush of feelings
emotions
of life
reach his heart
hug their souls
and touch the mind
making everything
so sunny
like sunshine
that emerges from
hallway lockers
like an angel
passing forward
away from the heavenly gates,
so golden and rich
of the things we crave,
towards me
to embrace me
and let me feel the breath
emerge from lips i will never have.
laughter will come
as smoke blurs the world
where am i?
and what have i come for?
to enjoy the pleasures
not meant for man
forbidden by the old testament
in the bible written
by the virtuous men
of barbaric times.
My fate is cursed
with heart aches
after heart ache
repeating in a destructive
pace.
But pleasure is about
the voices of
4 ancient seekers
who seem to hold the truth
that has eluded humanity
because of its
encoding in idiotic
conversations.
Lay back
in the soft black world,
it will let you relax
and rest
in the bed
made for a king
of the kingdom
created by the one
that has destroyed it all.
sit in corners
crying tears
that cannot be heard
from the fetal position
he holds himself in.
Let the time pass,
although it passes a quarter
of the speed of your known
perception,
and he will soon be calm
another functioning member of society
walking the streets
in small neighbor hoods.
Lost in what seems to be nothing
lost in what seemed to be good
let it all end
in a blaze
of frost
that shall entrap us
till we learn
what we cannot.