| desire There is a lack of desire in painting words. on a canvas of lined paper. Rather spend eternity on an old recliner with a beer in hand watch the glow of an ancient television It�s light pierces my retinas with the force of daggers in the back. Stainless steel lodged in my flesh by an angel that loves me. Pain, Sorrow, Rage all injected into me by an act of unconcern killed my soul no worse you have abandoned me A puppy without a mother A puppy with tears that stream down the valleys on his face. Dry the tears of a dampened soul. a soul that has lost a grand piece of itself as someone has cast away with such horrid ease. Take me into your arms feel the softness of your cheeks the warmth of your body of your love? Than toss me into the freezing tundra in the middle of a black winter. A puppy sits in a patch of grass watching his mother leave him. Wagging his tail happily completely unaware that she will not be back for him. Where is the guiding light? Snuffed out by the fingers of a beautiful angel. A creature that I love. Who like many others enjoy the sight of my pain. |