Proposal from the Dilemna
part 1
by Minamino Kurama
*** Insert usual YYH Disclaimer plus the warning of Yaoi/Lemon***
Part I Chapter I
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Library, one of Keiko's favorite place, was a very comfortable building in the middle of summer. She closed the textbook that she brought to the library, and brushed away several strands of hair that fell into her eyes. She felt some boys' eyes staring at her from other table, and ignored it completely. Turning, she headed out into the hot summer afternoon.
To her surprise, Yusuke was waiting for her outside of the library.
"Hey Yusuke!" Keiko greeted. "What are you doing here?"
Yusuke turned, and smiled at his fianci. "Wow, you're still studying during this killing heat!?"
Keiko bumped his head teasingly. "I'm not like you." she smiled like a big sister to him. "So, where are we heading?"
"To the ocean?" Yusuke asked excitedly. He didn't notice the annoying look from Keiko.
"Alright." Keiko nodded, wiped off some sweats that's rolling down her cheek.
This time, Yusuke did hear the annoyance from Keiko's voice. He frowned, but say nothing and leading Keiko to his car.
The wind carried the taste of the ocean to the silent two. Yusuke, for once in his life, didn't bug and tease Keiko like he usually does. Keiko, with things that tugged in her mind, didn't notice the strangeness of her fianci.
"Keiko!" Yusuke called from where he stand. "Wanna play in the water?"
"Nah... I prefer not to." Keiko shook her head.
"Oh..." Yusuke fell silenced, and asked again. "So, where do you want to eat for lunch? It's almost 12."
"Can't. Got an appointment with my professor.... oops." Keiko soon aware that she slipped something she doesn't want Yusuke to know.
Yusuke's face darkened. "Is your professor a he or she?" he asked coldly.
"Well, Yusuke, he's a nice person..!" Keiko tried to protest. "Besides, he's good at educating children and I really got some matter need to discuss with him! By the way, I'm not that weak to let anybody could get near me and bully me. Aren't you the one that you should be worry about?" Keiko didn't find her voice is raising and mix with anger.
Yusuke kept his mouth shut for about five minutes. Finally, he spoke with his eyes looking down. "You're not the Keiko I know anymore."
"What!?" Keiko shouted. She couldn't control her anger anymore. "Would you grow up, Urameshi Yusuke!? Why can't I have some free time of myself while you're wondering all the day? I can't worry about you all the day and crying because of you!"
Yusuke looked up. Furious fire danced in his brown eyes. "You're not Yukimura Keiko anymore. The Keiko I know has disappeared." and she never called me 'Urameshi Yusuke' like that before, Yusuke added mentally.
"NANI!?" Keiko clenched her fist until the knuckle of her hand turned white.
She slapped him.
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After arriving home, Keiko dialed the number of her professor immediately.
"Moshi moshi?"
"Hello? Professor Namure? This is Yukimura Keiko. I.... want to cancel our appointment. I'm not... feeling too well." Keiko spoke, trying her best to hide her sob.
"Uh, sure... Yukimura-san, are you crying?"
"Eh.. i.. iie." she hung up the phone like she was talking to a monster, and buried her face into her palm, crying like she has never before.
*****
Yusuke was walking on the street mindlessly. He was in a terribly bad mood. He was drunk, and he's smoking too. He arrived home, drank more liquor, and threw himself to the couch.
The doorbell rang. He closed his eyes to ignored it, but seems the person outside just won't give up. Yusuke sighed, and opened the door. A red head youth was standing outside, frowning as he spoke, "What's wrong with you? Didn't you hear my voice back on the street?"
"Go... gomen ne." Yusuke apologized, pulling Kurama inside the house.
As Kurama walked by Yusuke, he noticed the smell of liquor came from his friend. "What's wrong? How come you're drinking so madly?"
"No.... nothing." Yusuke turned away, avoiding Kurama's concerning look.
Kurama sighed, "Yusuke, you got in a fight with Keiko again, ne? Why don't you yield a little bit? Girls get hurt easily than boys." he advised the short hair boy who's back facing him.
Yusuke did not reply. Kurama sighed again, and petted Yusuke's shoulder. "Is there anything I could do to help?" he asked gently.
Yusuke shook his head slightly. Kurama nodded, " Alright, then I'll leave you alone now. Call me when you need any help, ok?" I might as well check on Keiko too, Kurama thought.
He turned, and a strand of his red hair brushed through Yusuke's face. Yusuke grabbed it, making Kurama yelped in pain. Kurama turned with surprise, and found Yusuke's long encircled him tight on his waist, closing the distance between two of them.
"Yusuke... what...?" Kurama was unable to finish his sentence before Yusuke's hot lips covered his. The smell of smoke and liquor was making Kurama dizzy. Yusuke left his lips, and starting to explore downwards.
"Stop! Yusuke!" Kurama tried to push him away, but Yusuke's arms were tied with his that made him unable to move.
Much to Kurama's surprise, the body he's touching was shaking. Kurama pushed again, but Yusuke pushed him roughly to the wall, and both of them slide down.
"You always have a taste of flowers, Kurama...." Yusuke whispered in Kurama's ear.
"Stop, Yusuke... you're drunk! You don't know what you're doing!" Kurama struggled, but Yusuke pinned him down on the floor completely.
Yusuke opened Kurama's shirt, and started kissing down to Kurama's chest. The image of Keiko flashed through his mind, making his heart ache in pain. He bitten Kurama's shoulder, making Kurama gasped in pain.
"Yusuke.... please.... stop..." Kurama raised his youki, threatening Yusuke.
Yusuke started to lick Kurama's right nipple while his fingers playing the other nipple. Kurama bites his lower lip and closed his eyes tightly.
Yusuke's hand traveled down to Kurama's pants. He shoved Kurama's pants off and start stroking his shaft.
"Don't, Yusuke... I beg you, please!" Kurama pushed the body on top of him as hard as he could. Yusuke slapped Kurama on his buttock that makes Kurama yelped in surprise again.
"Shut up or it's gonna be more painful." Yusuke threatened.
Kurama glared at Yusuke with full of hatred in his ivy eyes but kept silent. Yusuke turned his gaze away, not daring to look at Kurama's eyes. He know he's doing the wrong thing that will hurt both him and Kurama... and maybe Keiko. But he couldn't care anymore. Something inside him that's driven him crazy to continue. Finally, the desire overwhelmed him and he threw away his cloths and the last cover of Kurama's.
He kissed the red head's abdomen, and sucked down to Kurama's length. The image of Keiko flashed into his mind once again, and his intellect told him once again that he's making a big mistake. But the desire and the pain of losing Keiko kept him going. He sucked harder on Kurama's dick, noticing that Kurama was controlling himself not to moan out.
Kurama struggle against his own desire. He tried his best to calm himself from Yusuke's teasing and sucking. He found his eyes were moistures because of the tears. No, he wouldn't let himself go. He doesn't want to give himself to Yusuke... he had other person in mind. A little Koorime with a Jagan...
Yusuke's bite on his cock makes his gasped sharply. The sudden loose of his self-control made him moaned. Yusuke licked Kurama's ball as a praise and slide a finger into Kurama's sensitive spot. Kurama gasped, and groaned softly. Unsatisfying, Yusuke bite on Kurama's ball again, this time harder.
"Ah!" Kurama gasped, his breath fastened. Yusuke slide second finger into the hole, opening it little by little.
"Don't..." Kurama begged, but the sudden pain from his buttock was the only answer Yusuke gave. Yusuke sucked harder for five more minutes, and Kurama finally came. Yusuke drank down every bit of Kurama and kissed him on the lip again, forcing Kurama to taste himself.
Kurama felt the tears that he's been holding finally rolled down his pale cheek. Yusuke tempted to ignore it. Flipping Kurama around with strong strength that Kurama couldn't deny, he entered Kurama roughly.
"Ah!" Kurama yelled in pain. He couldn't believe it! The virginity of Minamino Shuichi's has lost to a person he doesn't love. He likes Yusuke as a friend, but he doesn't love him! How could he...
Yusuke came out and strike again. Kurama bit his lower lip so hard that his lip started to bleed. He will not making any obscene sound anymore.
Yusuke pumped several times more before he came inside Kurama. He let out his breath and fell on top of the red head. Kurama sobbed and tears running down his cheek madly.
*****
Keiko took out the keys of Yusuke's apartment. She finally gathered all her courage to come. She must explain to Yusuke that she loves him as always. She rang the doorbell twice, but no one answered the door. She thought that she'll just wait for Yusuke until he returns.
*****
Hiei woke up with a gasp. Something's wrong. He didn't feel very good. The thought of Kurama snapped into his mind as he picked up his ran toward Kurama's house. No one's there. Hiei has never felt this kind of fear before. He need to see Kurama now to make sure he's alright. Hiei didn't know why he has this feeling for the fox. He opened his sense and found Kurama's youki was inside Yusuke's house. He ran in his full speed. He need to see Kurama RIGHT NOW.
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---To Be Continued.....
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Notes: I got this from a Chinese author on Selena-chan's Chinese discussion board called Shizuru. Don't kill me please (and I know you really want to)!!!!! I know I'm bad, bullying Kurama like that. But this is just a fic!!! Kurama is still nice, perfect, pure (NANI!?) over there. Ok? What am I saying? It's 3:05am in the morning.... forgive this little fox's babbling, thank you. OOps.... I see my beautiful oniichan and that mean Hiei-chan is heading this way. RUN!!!!!
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Proposal from the Dilemma
by Minamino Kurama
* Insert usual YYH disclaimer*
Part I Chapter II
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Keiko couldn't believe her eyes. She froze there, looking at the naked two. Kurama was... crying, and Yusuke was on top of him, gasping for air. Masaka... Keiko thought, Yusuke raped his best friend Kurama!? No, this must be her imagination. But when Keiko touched the wall, she realized she was seeing the truth. Her feet gave away, and she fell to the ground.
Yusuke looked up when he heard something on the front door. Keiko!? What the fuck is she doing here? Yusuke got up from Kurama quickly, but a thought went through his mind like the speed of light that makes him slowed down. Why does he bother anymore? She told him she hates him when she slapped him, why does he care anymore? His lips curled upward sadly as he picked his clothes up. He gave Kurama a chin-kiss and turned, pretended to be surprised by Keiko's existence.
"What are you doing here?" he asked coldly.
"Yusuke......" Keiko whispered, unbelieving her ears. Yusuke has never talked to her like this before!
"Excuse me, I need to take a shower." Yusuke dropped the words before he slammed the door of his bathroom loudly.
Hiei entered Yusuke's apartment through the window. He froze at the window threshold for about thirty- seconds. He couldn't believe the scene in front of him. Kurama was naked on the floor crying with his empty ivy eyes. Yusuke just got up and picked his dress up. He was also naked. That means.... no, it can't be. He walked besides Kurama silently and slowly, picked up the his clothes to cover Kurama's naked body. Kurama looked up with his helpless eyes, and buried his head in Hiei's chest, crying out loud.
Hiei held the red head silently. He stroke Kurama's hair and looked up, just to see Yusuke coming out of the bathroom, well dressed.
Yusuke was stunned to see the Koorime holding the crying fox. He sighed inwardly, noticing what he's done to Kurama. But he mustn't act weird. Instead, he needs to act like nothing happened. Why? he doesn't know. The only thing he know is to hurt Keiko as much as he could. Part of him yelling no to him and the other half was encouraging him to do it.
"Oh hi Hiei!" Yusuke greeted with a forced bitter smile.
Hiei didn't even look up at him. He held Kurama silently, resting his chin on Kurama's head. Kurama's still sobbing in Hiei's chest. He must be very hurt both physically and mentally, Hiei thought. He founds himself aching when he thought of that. He slowly helped Kurama get dressed, which Kurama did it blindly. Then, holding Kurama's hand, Hiei dashed out the window without looking at Yusuke or Keiko.
*****
Hiei laid Kurama on his bed lightly. Kurama hasn't been speaking since he stopped crying. Hiei cursed mentally and wished Kurama will speak to him again. Or even just make a sound that prove he's alive. Hiei felt like hell as he looked at Kurama's still body.
"Please, Kurama...." Hiei murmured, taking Kurama's hand without thinking. "Come on... speak to me..."
Kurama didn't response. His ivy eyes were staring at the ceiling blindly. His red hair sprayed widely on the white pillow like a pool of blood.
Hiei sat on the edge of the bed. A tiny little voice was talking to him.
'Come on, Hiei! You loves him!' that little voice said.
'No! He's.... he's just a friend of mine!!' Hiei protested.
'Oh, puh-lease!! Just admit it, will ya? Fine, I don't blame you from hiding the secret from Yukina. But Kurama was different! If you don't tell him today you'll loose him forever, I tell ya! You'll feel sorry!'
Hiei bites his lips, thinking of the idea to propose to Kurama.
'But....' Hiei hesitated. 'What if Kurama refused? What if he rejects me? In fact, I'm a Forbidden Child. I'm an Imigo! How could he accept me?'
'BAKA!' that voice yelled at him and bumped his head violently. 'You didn't even try! How do you know? You're not Kurama!'
Hiei tried to protest but was interrupted by the sudden squeeze from his hand. Hiei snapped from his thought and looked down at Kurama, who turned his head toward him and smiled weakly.
"Hiei..." Kurama spoke lightly. So light that Hiei needs to bend over to listen to him.
"Water.... onegai...?" Kurama asked.
Hiei nodded, and ran downstairs. Luckily, Kurama's parents was out of town and little Shuichi was at a camp of his soccer team or whatsoever that Hiei didn't remember.
Hiei hurried and took a glass of water upstairs. That little voice inside his brain was chuckling. 'See? You love him so much that you're actually nursing him!'
Hiei cursed. 'Shut up.'
That little voice did shut up talking, but didn't shut up laughing, and it makes Hiei uneasy.
Hiei entered Kurama's room, helped him drank that water, and slowly lies Kurama back down again. He looked at Kurama's peaceful face, and murmured. "I love you, Kurama..."
Much to his surprise, that pairs of ivy eyes opened with surprise, tears, and.... joy? The thought of rejecting was quickly pushed away from Hiei's mind as Kurama cried again. But this time, the fox cried with joy. He has been waited for a long time...
"Aishiteru, Hiei." that's the last phrase Kurama could manage to speak out before he fainted.
Hiei held the unconscious Kurama in his arm for thirty seconds mindless before putting the red head down. Hiei smiled. This time, it's a real smile. The first smile coming from the cold hearted Imigo.
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---Ends Part I
Notes: Alright, I know that you must be thinking 'Is there still Part II!? Oh no! I need to buy more eggs!' Well, same your money because the next part won't be that bad. BTW, have you noticed that this is my first yaoi/lemon fic? Yippi!! I finally cross that line! Let's dance! No, just kidding. Forgive me for staying up so late just to finish this chapter in 3:10am. See you in next part!!
