"rain rain go away to lie here under you is all that i could ever do to lie here under you is all" - Breaking Benjamin
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"Mine." Cloud groaned, involuntarily arching into the touch of his master. Deft fingers had returned to his chest after their hasty shedding of clothing. It was always unbelievable to Cloud that Sephiroth could remove his clothes as well as all of his own armor and leather so quickly. He always hoped that it would take longer.
"Stop, I don't-"
"You're mine. You have no choice." As he spoke, he slid his hands lower down Cloud's sides. They were barely touching, leaving a tingling sensation as they moved. Cloud shivered, wanting to push the silver-haired man away. Something in his mind stopped him, like before, forcing him to go through this.
He bit his bottom lip to keep himself quiet as Sephiroth stroked his length with cool, slender fingers. Sephiroth lowered his head to his hands and reminded Cloud, "This isn't what I asked for." Cloud only bit harder, tasting the metallic bite of blood, trying to ignore Sephiroth's warm breath and still moving hands.
"I want to hear you," he ordered. He licked the tip of Cloud's cock, grinning sadistically at the blond's gasp. Cloud writhed and moaned under Sephiroth's touch, and abhorred that he couldn't stop himself from becoming more and more aroused with each movement of his master's tongue.
"Sephiroth, I-" Before Cloud could finish speaking, Sephiroth crawled up to kiss him again, straddling his hips with his own. The cut on Cloud's lip reopened, causing him to cringe when he tasted blood again.
Sephiroth pulled back, examining Cloud's lip. "You've hurt yourself�" He eyed it with half concern, touching it with his finger and smearing rusty red across the blond's bottom lip. Cloud stared up at the man, eyes wide with fear of another possible punishment. Instead, the silver-haired man pressed his arousal against Cloud's. "You want me. Don't try to fool yourself. Don't try to fool /me/," he said, toying with Cloud's nipple between his fingers. The blond whimpered as Sephiroth shifted and pushed Cloud's legs back, resting them by his waist. He reached for the tube sitting on the window ledge.
/Weak/
/I'm falling/
/Everything has spiraled out of control/
/He's breaking me, and I can't refuse. /
/I can't stop/
"Cloud. You had better not fall asleep on me," he admonished as he coated his fingers with the lube.
Cloud, distracted by his thoughts, gasped when he felt Sephiroth's fingers touching him. Sephiroth smirked. "Does it feel good, darling?"
"Yes..."
"Do you want it inside?" Sephiroth questioned, sliding his finger in slightly, then back out again.
"Y-yes," Cloud whined.
"Beg me."
/Don't! /
/Don't let me want this! /
/I can�t let him make me.../
/I can't stop� I want this.../
"Please�"
"That wasn�t very convincing..."He slid a single finger in anyway, and Cloud mewled.
"More...please."
"Hmm..."Sephiroth slid in a second with the first, moving both in and out. Cloud rested his arms over his master's shoulders and twisted long silver hair around his fingers, muttering incomprehensible words.
"...Just...take me..." The silver-haired man ignored the blond's plea. Cloud added, "Please!"
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"How could this have happened? We were so close..."
"Tifa," Yuffie hollered, "just shut up! I don't think that any of us need a recap, okay?!� Tifa stared, dumbstruck, but Yuffie continued her assault. "Do you know what kind of shame I brought to Wutai?"
"I know, but..."
"Don't say you know! You don't! You-"
"We couldn't have done anything," Cid interrupted. "It would've ended the same..."
"He snuck up on us when we weren't watching," commented the cat riding on the large, overstuffed moogle.
Vincent emerged from his coffin. "A careless mistake... And the cost..."
/ ...was worse than we could have imagined... /
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"We're almost there, it's just ahead, past these ruins..." Cloud sped ahead of the rest of the group.
"To think that everything will finally be over..."
Red XII growled, "Be careful, Tifa. It's not over yet..."
"Mine..."
"What... was that? Cloud..."
"Don't worry Tifa, I'm here." He turned back to face the brunette, smiling at her in the way that always meant that everything would be fine. Not to worry, he'd take care of everything.
"That didn't help Aeris, though, did it?"
A black shape blurred past the group, slowing to a stop when its arms were wrapped securely around the blond leader. Sephiroth smirked, and the world went white.
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/ ... And then we were here... /
"That bastard," Barret swore at the wall. "Marlene, Daddy wanted to see you one more time..." Green swirled around the man, settling back into the ground after a few moments.
The door shook open, a black caped man entered with a basket on his arm. "Lord Sephiroth sends this for you." Their day's supper had arrived. Number 12 staggered in a few steps to hand the basket to Tifa, and then left, swinging the door shut behind him.
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Life was so much simpler in those days. Spending his free time training or partying with Zack when he decided Cloud had done enough work. It was actually relatively fun. When was it that his life collapsed? Was it when Hojo experimented on him? When he first saw Sephiroth? When he joined Avalanche? When he failed so horribly at the crater? When did everything come to this? So desperate for someone that he clung to the cold, cruel Sephiroth. Why did he allow that man to manipulate him so easily?
/ It's simple... /
Sephiroth thrust into him a little harder this time...
/ It's stupid... /
Cloud clenched the bedspread beneath him, desperate for the end, so close to release.
/ It's pointless... And so wrong... /
/ I know, but I can't bring myself to stop.../
"Sephiroth," he whispered. "I love you." He came, and didn't notice that Sephiroth had frozen.
A/N: I'm making Seph such a bastard in this�
And is it pathetic to laugh when I run "Hojo" through my spell check and "Hobo" comes up as a suggested spelling? -_-;;
Dear Vincent and his coffin... (sigh) Dude, you're NOT a vampire. I don't care how many fanfics out there make you one, but in mine you are NOT. ...
